I've been real sad lately. Why you ask? Because I feel as if I am alone. No wait, I am alone. And quite frankly, I'm sick of it. I see friends and people who aren't my friends being in relationships. And it saddens me to think, "why not me?" I'm not jealous of any sort, I'm just curious as to why not me? Why can't I ever find somebody, why does this have to be so difficult?

I wish I could just crawl away into some cave and just disappear. And no one even realizes where I've gone. Infact some people would rather have it that way. I'm sick of it.

All I want is to find somebody. Is that so much to ask? I hate this. I hate myself.

Bye.